Infinity Starts at Zero

25 DEEP Questions.( I borrowed this, but I'm just going to answer them.)

• 1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel? If someone wants to tell me how they feel I'll look them in the eyes and be there for them, because that's what other people are for - for the things you just can't keep inside anymore. I believe that someone should always know how you feel. Tell them, it helps them to understand you.
• 2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way? I've never stopped being angry at Paul, my brother. All of it. I tried to help him, he turned his back on me and betrayed me. So much for family, I think he gets it from them. Or else he's a Psychopath, but no one takes me seriously on that one.
• 3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them? Chris. I'd tell him that I like him...a lot.
• 4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid? No. I'd do what I always wanted to to - visit the cape of Africa and then die, peacefully.
• 5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust. Trust- because love comes from trust. What is love if you cannot trust them?
• 6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not? Save it. Sucks for him if he doesn't have any compassion.
• 7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most? The one I love the most. If you are hurt by someone you love it's just that - hurt, but if you're hurt by someone you trust, it's betrayal - a far worse thing to do than to hurt.
• 8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say? Depends if I have feelings for them. Maybe our friendship was just a whole plot by me because I liked them... >: D If I did like them, then I'd say "me too." but if I didn't I'd give them a hug and say " I'm sorry".
• 9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not? Someone I knew died of a stomach something... it basically exploded (not what your thinking) ... she was one of the sweetest people I knew, even though I only met her for a couple of hours. Somehow, her death made me sadder than when my great aunt died, or when my 'uncle' died, or when a good family friend died. She just seemed realer than the rest of them.
• 10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? Yes : ) Of course!
• 11. Does love = sex? No. Absolutely not.
• 12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not? I wouldn't my job is more important to me. I try not to be selfish, but my livelihood is also at stake.
• 13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person? My best friend Lily when I told her I was depressed. She is one of three people who know, excluding everyone on here.
• 14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back? This'll probably change depending on weather I'm single or not - but I think it's harder to tell someone you love them, because of the fear of rejection.
• 15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
• My life. Suicide is a really scary thought. I was more scared that I'd thought it than that I could actually do it. I used to feel like something was taking my life away by force; against my will. Those were the scariest few months of my life.
• 16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you? My mom... she ignored me.
• 17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why? I would remember to take that biology test online that I completely forgot about until it was too late.
• 18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you? Obviously the guy I like, but he doesn't even know where I live unless he's a super pro stalker - better than lily.
• 19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not? Yes. It's saving a life, who wouldn't?
• 21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision? The baby. It has it's whole life to live; it isn't fair to take something like that away. The grandmother has lived her life already, there is nothing else to do but wait to die.
• 22. Are you old fashioned? Lets just say I like chivalry. : )
• 23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?
• I always sort of subconsciously expect people to return the favor, but they don't usually.
• 24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why? Love, because it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.
• 25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?
• I'd wish for the end of thought.